In the bright darkness, lightfall blinds

Touch sears

Silence roars

Just breathe, they say

Calm down, just let it go

If I let go, I’ll lose me

If I lose me, I’ll lose you

If I lose you, what comes next?

Fear pours from pores

Don’t stand so close to me

Don’t stand so far away

Stop talking!

Why don’t you ever talk to me?

Touch me. . .no, not like that

Cock the trigger and disengage

The universe of the mind

A universe not of my choosing

Chemical depression they call it

A lab rat, laid open for dissection and analysis

Talk me down

Take a breath

In the bright darkness, the lightfall blinds

Tips for Loving Communication with a Mentally Ill Person

Don’t tell your loved one that how he or she feels is “selfish”. You wouldn’t tell someone that he or she doesn’t deserve to feel ______ amount of happiness. It’s the same concept, really.

If your loved one asks you to stop a behavior because it is causing anxiety, is a trigger, etc, STOP immediately. Your failure to do so speaks volumes about your love for the sufferer. Not immediately stopping the behavior ramps up the anxieties even more and when your partner believes you cannot be trusted, all bets are off. The mind wanders to self-doubt, lack of self-worth, wondering why am I not important enough to respect or protect, suicidal thoughts, thought of self-harm and more.

Do not mock your partner when he or she asks for you to stop talking and listen, when told that your noise (radio, voice, etc) is overwhelming. Do not be facetious. Do not say things such as “Do I need to send up a flare every time I enter a room because you startle so easily?” That is not helpful and merely drives a bigger wedge between you and your partner.

Do not feign ignorance and say “I didn’t know ______ was a trigger for you” if your partner has clearly communicated that it is. Your partner isn’t buying it. Forgetting is understandable from time to time, but your partner will pay attention to pattern and frequency. Forgetting and do a behavior once in a month or less frequently – you are more likely to be forgiven or believed. Do it more frequently and it seems like a choice and recklessness with your partner’s feelings and wishes.

Beginning a statement with “Why?” can be a trigger for your loved one. We want people to treat us with kindness, even if they don’t understand our actions. Having to explain to people solves nothing and has the effect of making your loved one feel judged, thereby adding to stigma and anxiety.

Beginning a statement with “just” as if it the desired behavior is simple to achieve and your loved one isn’t making an effort to change or cope.
“Just think positive.”
“Just get over it.”
“Just think about something else.”
“There are people who are worse off than you.”
“Stop complaining.”
“Come on. It cannot be this bad.”
“Cheer up.”
“You are making it up.”
“You don’t have a reason to feel that way, so stop it.”
“Stop being so selfish.”

Comparing one person’s circumstances to your loved ones’. If your loved one needs inspiration for succeeding with a mental illness, he or she will find it on his or her own. Your attempts, while well-intentioned, may create further overwhelm.

If offering self-help books, frame your offer in terms of “You may find this information helpful.” If your loved one refuses, graciously allow that to be the end of the conversation.

MORE LOVING WAYS TO COMMUNICATE:

Ask what you can do to help. At times your loved one may need silence, sleep, a massage, music, a hug, a mug of tea, etc. Do what you can to facilitate that.
Offer affection.
Let your loved one know that you are concerned FOR him or her, not scared OF him or her.
Communicate to your loved one that his or her challenges do not affect your love for that person. Many sufferers worry that their challenges will lead to abandonment by friends and family.

As a sufferer or one living with a sufferer, is there anything you would add to this list? Leave a comment below and let me know.